S3: E6 Thirty
When I turned 25, I was sooo afraid of turning 30. It just sounded so scary even though it’s just a number. Funny to think about how afraid we are to get older when it’s truly a privilege. Some don’t make it to their next birthday or milestone. As time got closer I started to realize how exciting 30 would be. A new decade full of adventures and possibilities! I was ready to leave my 20s behind because they were TOUGH. From graduating college and transitioning into the real world, to job hunting, heartbreak, tears - so many tears - making friends, losing friends, losing family… most of the time it just felt like there was a dark rain cloud constantly over my head. I didn’t truly love myself either. I just desperately wanted to be wanted and loved by others. I’m still not 100% there, but I’m soooo close. Closer than ever. “30 flirty and thriving” may just be a popular movie quote, but I believe in this energy. 2023 started with me claiming it as MY year. Having a J...