S3: E2 Just a Girl and her Blog

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I overthink.
All the time.
About Everything.

Even just about making this post.
I was so excited to get my blog up and running again.
But I don't know what to write about.
So here I am just typing on the keys and letting my thoughts flow.

It's a Wednesday, but for a second I thought it was Tuesday, and it reached a gorgeous 70 degrees outside. Spring is arriving. Finally.

I tend to rely on the tv too much.
I get lonely, so it's nice to have background noise.
Most of the time I get distracted and end up watching it.
Meanwhile there's a million things I want to do with my spare time. 
Like writing this. Or a poem for National Poetry Month.

This week I have less plans than usual, so it's nice to just be at home. It's hard to juggle time nowadays with 2 jobs. How do people do it all? It's crazy as an adult you literally have to schedule time slots of availability to hang out with each other.

So, I am trying to avoid putting on the tv while I have this chill time on this beautiful night. And my phone is away and connected to a wall charging, waiting for me to use it more. Ugh. But at this moment, I am sitting on my front porch with Brownie as the day is slowly coming to an end. 

The sun is saying it's golden hour goodbyes and the moon is making her appearance faintly in the light blue sky. When the calm wind blows, the leaves dance and I am so grateful to witness it. A train goes by in the distance. How quiet and peaceful my neighborhood is.

What are your surroundings like as you read this? The sights? The sounds?

It means so much that you are reading this.
I am so grateful for the constant support I have.
Even when I can't feel it. It's there.

Lately I have had a lot of feelings. Which makes me overthink more than I already do.
Watching last night's episode of "This is Us" didn't help either. WHEW that was emotional, as always.

On another note, I just laughed out loud realizing today's date and what would have been 5 months. LOL
And now I am thinking about how the Disney Store officially closed 7 months ago today. 
How has it already been that long? Crazy how much my life has changed since then.
"...there's a great big beautiful tomorrow shining at the end of every day."

This isn't the blog post I envisioned, but I am glad it happened. 
Letting my thoughts out.
Soaking in gratitude. 
There's no structure for this. 

Just a girl and her blog.
Marilyn Meets Blog.

 -mvm-

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